You are fucking beautiful. Yes. You. When was the last time you told yourself that? I know a lot of you bitches don’t think that of yourselves. I get it, believe me. Been there. Some of us have people in our lives who don’t feed our souls. Some of us have people in our lives who do. But the question is, do you feed your own soul? Tell yourself things to make you feel good? It doesn’t frigging matter what other people do, think or say. What matters is how you perceive yourself. It matters what you think. If you do not see it or believe it then no one else will or convince you that you are in fact beautiful, even though you are. If you don’t tell yourself you may never hear it and I’ve got news for ya, we all need to hear it. Please understand I am not referring to your physical self when I refer to beauty. That’s a bunch of bullshit. You’re probably thinking this is ridiculous coming from a girl who is looked at as physically beautiful but let me explain something to you. Physical beauty only shines if what is within us shines brighter than what you see when you look at someone. Without inner beauty and self love? That vessel for your soul, beautiful as can be, ain’t beautiful at all. There was a time in my life when I didn’t nurture this notion. I didn’t speak to my soul or feed it with love and respect. I believed it was someone else’s job was to make me feel beautiful. I allowed other people’s words, actions and lack of care for my soul to penetrate and damage my own thoughts and judgments of myself. This was not very long ago. I thought things in this would would bring me happiness. I thought maybe my physical beauty, if I focused on that, would bring me to a place where I would consider myself beautiful again. I was empty inside. I allowed broken souls to dictate my opinion of my own soul. Then everything I once had in my life that I believed would bring me happiness was gone. My husband. My plan. My future. My dreams. My money. All I was left with was me. That is when I began a journey. I believe my broken heart and shattered dreams had a very significant purpose. I had to be alone with myself to listen to my inner voice. To listen to my soul. I needed to experience all that bullshit in order to see the true beauty within myself that has always existed but couldn’t be found until I was ready. I don’t think I ever would have found it had I not lost everything around me that clouded my view. I learned the only person who could feed my soul and satisfy my hunger for happiness was me. There is nothing on this earth and no one in this world who could have gotten me to the place I am today had I not figured it out for myself. It is quite profound really. I was never ready for love before. I was never ready for happiness before. I was setting myself up for failure being in relationships and marriages while having no sense of self. I wasn’t fulfilling myself. I wasn’t feeding my soul. I wasn’t happy. I believed hearing someone else tell me I was beautiful or having someone think I was beautiful was going to convince me to see the same. All that did was attract people who didn’t see it at all. The moment I began to see the true beauty within me the universe began delivering me gifts letting me know that I had found what I had been searching for. I found happiness. Finding happiness and self fulfillment allowed my soul to shine past every obstacle and brighter than my physical beauty ever could. I am fucking beautiful. I know this because I nurtured my soul. I listened. I didn’t give a flying fuck what anyone thought of me. I didn’t care if people disapproved of my life decisions. I made decisions with a very clear purpose in mind. I needed to find true happiness in life and I knew I would never find it if I remained caged within myself. I felt like a caged lion in a circus. My body being my cage and people in my life being my tamers. I wanted out. I wanted to be free and I wanted to shine the way I was meant to. So, here I am. Beautiful in my own eyes, the only eyes whose view matters. Here I am happier and more beautiful than I ever thought possible. I did this. I created my happiness. I nurtured my soul. I now know the secret to finding what you are looking for…. it is within you. If you want to see it, you must believe it. Once you believe it everyone around you will see it too. Remember, physical beauty is temporary. Physical beauty has an expiration date. Your beautiful soul and your magnetic energy and spirit will remain within you and among us. Go on and find it. Life is so much more beautiful when you are living life through the eyes of happiness and self love. Your soul is so beautiful, let it fucking shine.
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